I've noticed an interesting trend in prison that doesn't really come as a surprise to me. As an inmate draws closer to his earliest release date he begins to modify his behavior so that he looks good for the parole board. He might have had a history of violence or substance abuse in (and out of) prison, but when he "gets short" he'll avoid conflict or stop abusing substances. He may have a history of wasting his time, but suddenly he begins to volunteer to take classes or find other ways to gain official recognition for a job well done. Even the Michigan Department of Corrections contributes to this problem by reserving some programming for prisoners nearing their release date.
I suppose it's human nature to do what is necessary to give freedom a better chance, but when I speak to guys here I try to help them develop the urgency to change, regardless of their potential out-date. Freedom doesn't start beyond the fence, but inside each person regardless of geography. Freedom starts when drugs, alcohol, or other addictions no longer control you. Freedom starts when you have peace despite your circumstances. Freedom starts when you no longer allow others to dictate your behavior.
Yes, release from prison is something to look forward to and to plan ahead for, but freedom can begin long before those doors open and a prisoner steps across the threshold into life outside the fence. Freedom starts now!
