Wednesday, December 11, 2024

Pardon Me, but Isn't Lady Justice Supposed to be Blind?

 The United States Constitution empowers the executive branch, particularly the President of the United States, to issue pardons for people previously convicted of crimes. The Michigan Constitution empowers Michigan's governor to do the same. This power also extends to commutations of sentences, which is basically a reduction of sentence, usually to time served. 


I recently wrote about the abuse or mockery of this power when the Michigan governor (and the US President, for that matter) "pardons" turkeys for Thanksgiving. Nothing in either Constitution empowers them to pardon livestock or poultry. Yeah, I get it. It's just a "cute" thing they do. But from this side of the fence, it doesn't feel so cute. 

Now, the media is reporting that President Biden is considering "preemptively" pardoning several people before he leaves office. I'm no lawyer, but from what I've read in the Constitution, and in case law, there is no such Constitutional power that authorizes Presidents or Governors to preemptively pardon anyone. 

The dictionary definition for "pardon" is: excuse of an offense without penalty; esp.: an official release from legal punishment. (Merriam-Webster Dictionary, 2004). 

Technically, the dictionary definition does not define whether or not a person must first be convicted of such offense; however, I'm quite certain that the Founding Fathers intended this executive power to be used to release a person from punishment AFTER a conviction. That conviction does not have to be in a court of law. It can also occur in a legislative body, like the Senate. 

I'm really curious to see what the Constitutional experts have to say about "preemptive pardons." But Constitutional legality aside, this extension of executive power (and I would argue abuse of power) is just another example of the burgeoning powers of the executive branch. Rather than operating within the checks and balances implemented by the Founding Fathers, recent presidents (from both parties) have issued executive orders for agendas they know won't be passed by the House and Senate. Sounds like another "preemptive" practice to me. 

When those in power abuse their authority, protect themselves and others around them from accountability, and flout established Constitutional laws and principles, it sends a message to the people: There are two tiers of justice--one for the common people, and one for those with power, influence, and wealth. It de-legitimizes our judicial process when people with power can be shielded from accountability for their actions. 

As someone rightfully paying the price for the harms I've caused others, it disgusts me when justice only applies to the unconnected masses. When we lose the ability as a people to hold people in power accountable for their actions, there's no end to what they can do. And that's a scary thought.

Wednesday, December 4, 2024

Concrete Snow Globes -- Beauty in Prison and Other Unlikely Places and People

In my last post, I wrote about the importance of perspective, especially in difficult circumstances like prison. This past week, that theme presented itself again, but in a bit of a different way. 

I've written before about how important gratitude is, how it helps to shift our perspectives, to pull us up from depression, and to inspire us to be hopeful. I've also shared some of the things I've found to be grateful for in prison. 

Recently, we had a rather persistent snow shower that lasted all day. It didn't accumulate much more than a couple of inches, but it snowed HARD most of the day. 

As I walked in prison towards my job facilitating a substance abuse recovery group, the snow accumulated on my coat while my shoes sloshed through the slushy snow on the road. The persistent noise of prison cut through the blanket of sound-dampening snow, but the air was more peaceful than normal. 

I awed at the beauty of the snow, slowing long enough in my walk to appreciate it. My gaze shifted from razor wire background to the semi-sheer curtains of snow attempting to erase the evidence of prison. I couldn't help but notice the imposing brick and concrete structures around me, despite the beautiful snow in the midst of it all. 

"I'm living in a concrete snow globe," I thought wryly, fully aware of the existence of dichotomies all around me. 

How can the worst thing that happened in my life also be one of the best things that could have happened to me? Prison might have saved my life, but it definitely gave me the space to change my heart and mind. 

How can some of the most creative people I've ever met be in prison? They can't seem to create a different reality for themselves, returning time and time again to this concrete and razor wire jungle. 

How come it took coming to prison to form some of the best friendships I've ever had? There's no use wearing masks anymore when this concrete snow globe is like living in a glass house. People see everything. 

Why is it that some of the greatest love and grace I've ever experienced has been in prison? I thought those things were supposed to be prevalent in churches, not prisons. 

Maybe I just wasn't seeing rightly. Maybe it took prison to change my perspective. I can shift my perspective from concrete and brick walls to the cascading snow around me. Likewise, I can choose to focus on the beautiful parts of broken humanity around me instead of seeing only the brokenness. 

At times I only see the brokenness, the concrete and razor wire. Those are the times where my mind is burdened by disgust, regret, loss, and pain. But when I shift my perspective, even just a little, I see the beauty in the world around me, even in prison. 

Israel's leader Moses challenged them: "Before you are life and death. Choose life" (Deut. 30:19) Every time I shift my perspective and choose to see with hopeful eyes the beauty around me, even in prison, I choose life. 

Wednesday, November 27, 2024

In Prison, and in Life, Perspective Makes a BIG Difference

 During a recent addiction recovery class, called Breaking the Chains, a co-facilitator (Nate) used a rather interesting perspective exercise. He used this exercise in a discussion about fear, anxiety, and stress. I'd not seen this illustrative exercise, but I've seen other similar ones. Perhaps this one was especially relevant because he was teaching a class full of men. Nate wrote on the board:


"A woman without her man is nothing." 

After some (manly, of course) giggles and childish comments, Nate asked the class, "Would you say anything is wrong with this sentence?" 

Rather surprisingly, nearly all of the responses agreed that this sentence was wrong. I'd expected more toxic male chauvinism that permeates prison. So, Nate asked how we could fix the sentence without changing any words. That stumped the participants, perhaps because many men in prison lack basic educational foundations. In a college class, most men fix the sentence like this: 

"A woman, without her man, is nothing." 

Of course, as an English nerd, I figured out how to fix the sentence immediately, and I also recognized that the "fix" above changes nothing about the sentence meaning. After some time, Nate invited me to fix the sentence. I corrected it like this: 

"A woman: without her, man is nothing." 

Two simple punctuation marks change the whole meaning of the sentence. It goes from a derogatory statement against women to a sentence that cause most men to shrug and readily agree. The difference (besides the punctuation)? Perspective. 

The prison environment isn't exactly conducive to having a positive perspective on things. Negativity is cultivated and spread like a virus. It's pretty easy to get infected. 

Besides the negative perspective we have on our own behavior that led us to prison, prisoners often also have negative perspectives about their life experiences, their experience with the criminal justice system, and their treatment by prison staff and other prisoners. All this negativity produces a culture of negativity that makes it difficult to see things constructively. 

Like the sentence above, though, it doesn't take much to shift one's perspective. We cannot change the facts of our situation, but we can choose a positive perspective if we're willing. 

Some prisoners in these classes I facilitate have chosen to shift their perspectives. I've heard some express gratitude for prison, stating that it saved their lives. That's a great start for some. But it's easy to get sucked back into the negativity. Having a positive, and healthy, and pro-social perspective takes work. It's work that's worth every bit of struggle, though. It's the difference between being a victim of our life's circumstances and choosing to make the best of every situation, for ourselves and for others. 

I'm profoundly grateful for the people in my life who have taught me, and encouraged me over the years to keep a hopeful, healthy, and faith-focused perspective. It makes a world of difference in prison, a place where negative thinking thrives.

Wednesday, November 20, 2024

Michigan Governor Whitmer Pardons...a Turkey?

 The Michigan Constitution empowers the governor to commute sentences or even to pardon convictions. The process to apply for either is fairly straightforward, and many past governors have utilized their constitutional powers to commute sentences. Pardons are considerably more rare. 


In the '70s and '80s, Michigan's governors used their commutation powers to reduce life sentences for a good number of prisoners who had a couple of decades of good behavior. Yet, over the last couple of decades, the governor's commutation powers have been seldom used comparatively. Governor Whitmer has commuted far fewer sentences than her last three predecessors. I don't know of any pardons she has granted. 

Oh wait. She's pardoned a turkey. 

I know, I know. It's a tradition, both for governors and the President. But imagine the message that sends to prisoners who have worked hard to demonstrate good behavior, change thinking, and voluntarily participate in self-improvement and rehabilitation programs. Nope. Not good enough. 

But if you were just a turkey...

A good friend of mine was sentenced to life in prison for murder. There's not another crime as serious. But he has demonstrated a complete change, a total turnaround. He's not the same person he used to be. His victim's mother even advocates for his release, calling him her son now. I don't know another person who would better qualify for a commutation. 

But he's not a turkey...

Perhaps Governor Whitmer doesn't know she has these commutation powers. She seemed confused when she pardoned the turkey when the announcement read "by the powers vested in me by the Michigan constitution...." Yeah, the constitution doesn't authorize her to pardon a turkey, but she's pardoned more turkeys than humans, which the constitution actually does allow her to do. 

I'm not saying I deserve a commutation, and certainly not a pardon, but I sure wish I was a turkey. I'd stand a better chance. 

Tuesday, November 12, 2024

Profits Over Patients -- How How Michigan's Prisons Prioritize Money Over Health

 "Ugh! I have a callout to see Dr. L today," another prisoner recently lamented to me. "She always takes from us rather than treats us." 


The doctor this prisoner referred to is just one in a multitude of medical providers throughout the Michigan prison system who are more interested in saving their company money than in treating prisoners' medical conditions. I hear stories about this particular doctor every week from different prisoners. 

Another prisoner had his wheeled walker taken away, despite the fact that he can barely walk and has to sit down regularly so he doesn't fall over. Another prisoner had his medication stopped by this doctor, despite it being ordered by a doctor after a surgery. Another prisoner has had several medications stopped by this doctor, because she "doesn't feel like" he needs them, despite the medications being ordered by previous doctors after surgeries. Another prisoner has suffered immense pain in his neck and shoulder for years that is worsening, but this doctor refused to even listen to his complaint. "You have a chronic care appointment in December!" she stated, cutting him off. Apparently he's supposed to suffer until SHE decides it's time to listen to him. 

I could go on and on and on with examples from this one doctor. There are others, too, who treat prisoners worse than animals and for whom "first do no harm" is a joke, not a philosophy of treatment. There are good doctors, too, but even these good medical providers are limited in their ability to treat prisoners properly because the company they work for is more concerned about profits than prisoner health. 

A recent MI-Cure newsletter (Nov. 2024, www.MI-Cure.com) noted some of the major problems with prisons' private healthcare providers around the country. Four of the major providers, including Michigan's prison healthcare provider, have been riddled with lawsuits. Their horrible treatment (or lack of treatment) of prisoner healthcare needs has led to these lawsuits. Many, many more prisoners could file, and win, lawsuits concerning their terrible healthcare treatment--if they only knew how. 

Some people might argue that prisoners receive free healthcare, so we shouldn't complain about its quality. I disagree for a couple of reasons. First, it's not free. Yes, it's ONLY a $5 co-pay, but not all prisoners have prison jobs. Furthermore, since the average monthly pay is around $20-30/month, that equates to 20-25% of a prisoners monthly pay, just for a single doctor visit. That's like a person in poverty making $25k/year having to pay 25% of their income, just to SEE the doctor. 

The second reason I believe prisoners have a right to complain about our poor healthcare is that we are still human beings. Most Michigan prisoners will return to society one day. Yet, prison healthcare (or lack thereof) is killing us. Cancer and heart disease often goes untreated, diabetes is poorly treated at best, quality of life surgeries are denied or delayed for years, and necessary medications are refused or changed to ones that "suit" the provider rather than the needs of the patient. 

Sadly, the Michigan Department of Corrections and its private healthcare provider are more concerned about profits than patients. Doctors like Dr. L do not belong in the healthcare profession, so where better to put them than treating us. After all, we're "just prisoners."

Friday, November 8, 2024

Where Has the Respect Gone? It's Rare in Michigan's Minimum Security Prisons

 I've noticed a significant difference in the type and "quality" of prisoners since coming to a level one minimum security prison. For years, I've heard that level one prisons were laid back, but that stealing was a big problem. What nobody told me, and perhaps because it's new, is that many of the prisoners in low levels have little to no respect for each other. 


When prisoners have spent time in higher security levels, levels 2 and 4 especially, they live among lifers and prisoners with long sentences. These long-term prisoners set the tone for the culture among prisoners. Disrespectful behavior and attitudes are not often tolerated. Young prisoners are schooled on how to behave with respect, and more of the older prisoners already show respect for others. 

At Parnall, the level 1 prison where I am currently housed, young prisoners especially, but older ones too, lack respect for others. A significantly different culture exists where prisoners think very little of others. These problems exist at higher levels, for sure, but not as a predominant part of the culture.

Disrespect for others shows up in several ways. Simple things, like not saying excuse me, not paying attention to where others are walking and failing to "yield" as you approach (including on narrow stairs), and ignoring when someone's sleeping and yelling in front of his cell anyway are just a few examples. In the chow hall, it shows up as reaching across another person's tray or cup, bumping into other prisoners while they're eating, spilling food on a seated prisoner, and hollering across the table to offer trades to other prisoners (e.g. "juice for milk!").

Recently, a neighbor of mine had a problem in the chow hall when the prisoner who had sat down right before him put a napkin in the spot where this other man's tray was to set. My neighbor flicked the napkin on the floor, and the other guy was furious, even though he had intentionally put the napkin in the way. It led to an exchange of heated words, and then, shockingly, the guy flung a spoon of butter at my neighbor, hitting his shirt. This incident would have certainly led to a fight at higher levels, but here it ended with an exchange of heated words. Such petty things are common causes of arguments and even some fights in prison. 

Gossip also runs more rampantly at a level 1 prison. False rumors about good time bills passing and masses of prisoners being released on tether circulate every month or two. These rumors swirl with the fervor of a wildfire, and then fizzle out for another month or two. Petty gossip about other people's cases also ripple through the population at times. Prisoners with nothing better to do have their families look other prisoners up online, or they get officers to print out news stories that are then passed around. 

Being a rat in prison used to be a huge no-no, but now it seems cool and acceptable to cozy up to the officers. Prisoners who tell on other prisoners often do so with no gain to themselves. It's mind boggling to me. Other times, prisoners rat to have another prisoner moved out of the way (for a desirable job, cell, or officer favor), as retribution for some perceived slight, or simply to try to garner favor with the officers. 

I never thought I'd consider myself an "old school" in prison, but this new type of prisoner is way different than I've gotten used to. When I first came to prison, I'd hear older prisoners talk about how prison used to be. Reminiscing about the "good ol' days" in prison never made sense to me. Prison sucks, whether with "old school" values or with the new brand of disrespect. But I can't help wishing that, with the time I have left in prison, people would show a little more respect for each other.

Saturday, November 2, 2024

The Number of Michigan Prisoners with Lengthy Sentences Nearly Double Other States

 The last several years, Michigan's legislature has sat on a bill called "Second Look Sentencing." This bill would allow prisoners with long sentences, even life sentences, to have their sentences reviewed by a judge and reduced. Of course, the prisoner would have had to demonstrate good behavior and rehabilitation. The judge would have to be convinced that the prisoner will be safe to release to society sooner than his original sentence mandated. 


Although this Second Look Sentencing bill has been introduced in Michigan for at least the last two legislative sessions, the Speaker of the House and the Senate Majority Leader have held it up from even having a hearing. 

Perhaps these legislators are concerned about the potential political fallout of releasing prisoners early. That's why any good time bill has not even had a hearing in the Michigan legislature, too. 

But, here are the facts: 
* Michigan's average prison sentence is the longest in the nation. 
* Michigan's prison system is woefully understaffed, by around 40% the last statistic I've heard. 
* Longer prison sentences do not equate to safer communities or to greater rehabilitation. 
* Michigan has almost twice the percentage of prisoners who have served more than 10 years compared to other states. The national average is 17% of prisoners, and in Michigan, 32% have served more than 10 years. A full 41% of Michigan prisoners will have to serve more than 10 years before being eligible for parole. 
* Michigan has 4,500 lifers who will never leave prison, without a second look option. These prisoners will never be eligible for parole. 
* Michigan has a felony murder statute, allowing life sentences for any involvement in a felony where someone died. Premeditation and intention are irrelevant in these cases. 

The original Second Look Sentencing bill would allow prisoners to have their sentences reviewed after 10 years. However, given the resistance from legislators, the next version of the bill is likely to raise that limit to 20 years. This will significantly reduce the number of prisoners who might be eligible for reductions in their sentences. But, it's a start. 

Yet, even small steps in the right direction require action by the legislature or governor. Instead, they're too focused on preserving (and growing) their positions of power. So, the problems of understaffing, overcrowding, and ineffective sentencing policies remains. 

When will Michigan's politicians finally take these problems seriously and make real attempts to resolve them? 

(Statistics taken from SADO's Criminal Defense Newsletter, September 2024, Vol. 47, Issue 12.)

Monday, October 21, 2024

Gratitude in Prison is a Gift

Fall is my favorite time of year. It's been that way for as long as I can remember. There's just something I love about the cool mornings and evenings and the warm days. Perhaps, though, it's also tied to my fond memories of working on a strawberry and vegetable farm as a teenager. Harvest time is an exciting and busy time of year on the farm. 

Something about this year, especially, has stirred up my longings for fall activities. I remember going apple picking with my family, along with hay rides and hot apple cider. I miss those days, for sure! I miss picking out pumpkins with the kids and planting mums in the yard. I even, strangely, miss raking the falling leaves. 

Michigan is a state rich in fresh fruit, but we don't get access to it in prison. In fact, we don't very often get any food that's close to fresh. Apples and bananas are the only "fresh" fruit we get (in about a 10 to 1 ratio), and they are imported from other countries, for the most part. Sometimes the apples aren't bad, but they aren't fresh and juicy like you'd get at a U-Pick 'em spot in a Michigan orchard. 

It's amazing the small things you miss while being in prison!

The prison where I'm currently housed has no gardens for prisoners, like they had in the last two prisons where I've been housed. There is one garden here, but none of the prisoners get to eat the fresh vegetables. We're also not allowed the therapeutic labor of tending the garden. 

This prison is mostly concrete and pavement, but recently I was struck by a couple of blessings we have here that I've not experienced elsewhere in prison. 

We have about a dozen Sandhill Cranes that frequent this prison, lounging around outside the chow hall, mostly. We're not supposed to feed the birds, but many prisoners do, even sometimes right out of their hands. I've never seen a Sandhill Crane this close up. I could literally reach out and touch them at times. It's pretty cool. I never knew these birds were so loud when they want to be! They are pretty magnificent!

We also have a couple (or three?) Red Tailed Hawks that nest around my housing unit. We frequently see them flying over our small yard, or perched up on a post or lamppost around the wall. Although I didn't see it, apparently in the last two weeks other prisoners have seen the adult hawk catch a mouse outside the chow hall and a rabbit outside our unit. These birds are also marvelous creatures. Every time I see them, I'm transported from this place for a brief moment as I wonder at their beauty. Who knew such beauty could be found inside prison? 

I've found over my years in prison that the practice of gratitude, which requires cultivation daily, has a profound impact on my ability to stay positive in such a negative environment. When I see things like these beautiful birds in prison, it's easy to be grateful. I find it doesn't take much to keep my attitude right, if I don't let the small things pass me by without notice. 

I might not be out in the free world right now enjoying fall activities, but I'm extremely grateful for the great memories I have to draw from. What a treasure to cherish! I'm confident, too, that I'll make more good memories again soon. 

Saturday, October 12, 2024

Promises, Promises--Prisons and Political Pandering

 When Gretchen Whitmer first ran for Michigan Governor, she touted herself as friendly towards prison reforms. She even selected a Lt. Governor, Gilchrist, as a running mate, in part because of his support for criminal justice and prison reforms. 


Since she was elected, Whitmer has done next to nothing to reform prisons or the criminal justice system. About the only positive thing that has changed is greater funding for the indigent defense fund, which started under Governor Snyder. So much for promises of reforms. 

It's not surprising, or new, that politicians use politically expedient promises to get elected. Yet, it's discouraging and disappointing to know that so many political promises are simply ploys to get elected. 

A recent Republican TV ad attacking V.P. Harris touts her promise to fund sex change operations for prisoners who want gender reassignment surgery. I don't know when Harris made this promise, or even how serious she was about it, but I had to laugh when I saw the ad. 

Michigan prisoners can't even get a Tylenol from prison medical services. I personally know numerous prisoners at my current prison facility who can't get treatment for serious medical conditions, like cancer, serious hernias, heart issues, hip replacement surgeries, hepatitis-C, and debilitating pain. These issues seem significantly more important to me than elective surgeries. 

It might be politically expedient for Harris, or other politicians, to make progressive promises of reform, but the reality is that most political promises are empty. More importantly, though, is that promises like paying for gender reassignment surgery demonstrates a complete lack of touch with the real life and death issues faced by the vast majority of prisoners. 

I have an idea. How about improving the quality of food served to us so we aren't fed food past its expiration date or that not intended for human consumption? Or how about improving health care so serious medical issues are not ignored in order to maximize profits? How about addressing the staff shortages by passing real sentencing and prison reforms?

These are the real issues that politicians need to address, but empty promises that make headlines are more salacious than addressing real needs.

Monday, September 23, 2024

Divide and Conquer--How Prisons Limit Community Building

 Recently, while walking with another prisoner on our prison's big yard, I noticed a gathering of gang members. They'd pulled several tables near each other and were having a powwow. Of course, I have no idea what they were discussing, but it was clearly a gathering of at least two, maybe three gangs. 


I commented to the guy I was working with that I was surprised the officers had not broken up the meeting. We continued walking for the next 30 minutes or so when we finally saw a yard officer and captain head over to the gang meeting. The officers didn't say anything, but by just stopping next to the tables, the meeting broke up immediately, and the gang members disbursed. 

For obvious security reasons, the prison yard rules prohibit gatherings like these gangs were having. In fact, the rules prohibit more than six people gathering at the same table. During softball games, it's not uncommon to see eight people sitting at a table, though. It's obvious, however, that these are just spectators, not people meeting together. 

The following morning, I grabbed my Bible and headed out to our small yard for our weekly Bible study. It's been growing over recent weeks and has had between ten and twelve people getting together. We've been left alone by staff as our study has grown, but not this morning. About 15 minutes into our study, the same Captain came and told us to disburse. He was respectful about it, but he cited a yard rule that prohibited religious studies on yard. 

Many of the men were upset that we were being told to disburse. We were just studying the Bible, after all. We were not having a "gang meeting" or doing anything nefarious. But the rules are the rules. I'm quite sure the Captain knew he had to apply the rules across the board fairly, regardless of if we liked it or not. 

It's, perhaps, against religious liberties to stop prisoners from collecting together to study the Bible, but the courts will always side with security over things like religious rights. So, we have to find ways to study that don't violate policies. 

Since the primary purpose of prisons is security, other "rights" are often relegated to a secondary place. It's never simple. You'd think prison would be pretty simple and clear cut. It's not. Rules are enforced when the powers want to enforce them, and they aren't when they aren't considered important. 

Perhaps the most frustrating aspect of prison "rule enforcement," though, is that corrections officers and their bosses enforce rules on prisoners, sometimes even petty rules, but often don't follow their own rules. It's simply a hypocritical part of prison that we have to learn to deal with. It definitely teaches humility, patience, and a host of other positive qualities, if one is willing to be taught by this incarceration experience.

Thursday, September 19, 2024

Shattering Hope in Prison through Bureaucratic Ineptitude

 Hope can be a dangerous thing in prison; however, without it, prisoners lean into despair, sometimes choosing to take their own lives. Others give up and surrender to meaninglessness. That might take the form of illicit drug use, or it might look like sleeping or watching TV all day, among numerous other useless endeavors. 


Hope can also cause many prisoners to grasp onto every rumor of good time bills passing or revolutionary court decisions, or even onto promises of reform from politicians. In the fifteen plus years I've been in prison, I've heard the same rumors recycled over and over, often with a new twist to give it a hook to catch desperate people. Sadly, both unscrupulous prisoners and cold hearted staff members start these rumors. Sometimes, though, the rumors simply morph from one tiny bit of true information. 

Last year, for example, the Michigan legislature passed the state budget. Within the Corrections budget was a line item for the purchase of electronic tethers. If anyone bothered to look, that line item is in the budget every year because the Michigan Department of Corrections (MDOC) manages the State's tether programs. This normal line item, though, somehow morphed into the rumor that the MDOC would soon be releasing thousands of prisoners early, on tether. 

Of course, this rumor was completely untrue, but trying to reason with people who are desperately clinging to any scrap of hope is usually pointless. I tried to explain the truth to those who excitedly shared this juicy rumor with me, but to no avail. 

Some hope, though, is reasonable. For example, prisoners who have been scored with a "high probability of parole" have an expectant hope that they will, indeed, be paroled. Lately, though, many prisoners have been receiving a deferral from the parole board. This isn't a denial of parole, but it's not an outright parole, either. 

The Michigan Parole Board usually gives deferrals for psych exams, community placement housing, or to complete a class. A prisoner might spend 10 years in prison, for instance, and complete all the requirements he was given, only to see the Parole Board who then decides they want the prisoner to take another particular class. The Department had ten years to add this requirement, but they wait until the prisoner is expecting a parole and hopes to leave prison within a few months. 

The book of Proverbs says, "Hope deferred makes the heart sick" (Proverbs 13:12). I've seen this scripture fulfilled, sadly, hundreds of times. It shouldn't take months to conduct a psych evaluation or to find public housing. Prisoners have to tell their counselors months before they see the Parole Board where they intend to live, so the department knows well in advance if a prisoner needs community placement housing. 

I know several prisoners, right now, who are stuck in a black hole of waiting. They've been given a deferred parole, but they've since been given no updates, no expectation, no information for months. They may as well have received a denial (called a "flop"). Most of these deferred prisoners wait between 6-9 months after their expected parole date to finally leave prison. It's completely unnecessary, and I would argue unjust, to hold a prisoner past his earliest release date when he's done all that has been required of him.

I don't want to be cynical and say that the Parole Board intends to strip these prisoners of hope, but that is the effect of their current system. It's enough to make someone lose his mind...expecting to leave the hell of prison only to be told, "Sorry...you'll have wait some more, but we don't quite know how long." It's just another thing to add to the long list of reasons prison can contribute to a break down in mental health. 

The prison system ought to be cultivating a growth mindset in its prisoners, not causing constant disillusionment. It's enough to make some prisoners lose all hope.

Wednesday, September 11, 2024

Paying it Forward in Prison -- Recovery and Rehabilitation

 In prison I facilitate (teach) an addiction recovery group called Breaking the Chains. It utilizes some Alcoholics Anonymous materials, as well as materials I've developed on subjects related to addiction issues. After recently training several other facilitators, we now conduct six classes a week, each meeting twice a week. Each class has around 15 participants at any given time. 


In recent months, we've had a surge in requests to take the class. We now have nearly eighty prisoners on a waiting list to take the ten week class. There's not much else to do at Parnall Correctional Facility in Jackson, Michigan, unless you are a prisoner who has been accepted into the Jackson College program or the Vocational Village trades program. 

Some of the prisoners who participate in Breaking the Chains are there simply because they want the certificate and the parole board recognition of participating in a self-help group. That's fine. I don't mind those prisoners attending. I hope they get something out of sitting through the classes. Others, though, are actively working on gaining or sustaining recovery. 

One of the likeliest causes of a person returning to prison is when he (or she) returns or continues in their substance addiction. To support a drug or alcohol habit, some return to crime, which inevitably leads back to prison. We have some prisoners in our groups who have been to prison five or six times, usually for the same types of crimes. 

I get a sense of fulfillment in teaching these classes. I've seen prisoners decide to stay on their mood stabilizing medications after discussions in class, begin setting and working towards goals, identify and focus on living into their values, and do the difficult work of forgiveness and making amends for their past wrongs. I've also seen guys relapse, and though that can be discouraging, it's still satisfying to know they have more tools to recover (again) now than they did in the past. 

Substance abuse continues to be a big problem for many prisoners (as well as those in the free world!). That's why I focus on helping these men identify and deal with the root issues that led to their addictions. Failing to deal with the root cause means any recovery will simply move the problem to another area of their lives. Discovering that root cause, though, is tough for a lot of these men. Their lives are often marred by a history of trauma, and that makes it tough for them to know where to start. 

I don't believe I can give these guys everything they need to know to recover, but it feels good to have a purpose in prison that leads other prisoners to unburden themselves and make better choices. It feels good to be able to make even a small difference. I'm simply paying it forward after others have helped me along the way.

Wednesday, September 4, 2024

Labor Day in Prison Means More Cancellations Amid Critical Staff Shortages

 Today, as I write this, it's Labor Day. This holiday, like most in prison, is always a disappointment. Yeah, it's a day off work, and sometimes there are activities, but we're separate from our families. That's the part that really hurts. 


Additionally, especially since the MDOC has had a major staffing problem, holidays in prison have become another major excuse to cancel things. For example, this morning's big yard time and gym were cancelled...again. It's been cancelled almost every morning this week. Holidays are no exception. 

The restrictions implemented during the Covid-19 pandemic radically changed how Michigan operates its prisons. Many restrictions have remained, despite the lifting of social distancing mandates. Religious services are still restricted (limits to number of prisoners), visits are still restricted (2 hour limit, scheduling required), and internal fences and mingling restrictions have remained in place. 

These mingling restrictions, especially in a level 1 low security prison, were very uncommon prior to the pandemic. Holidays saw large events on big yard times -- concerts, softball and corn hole games, and people making and sharing food. Now, you can hardly tell it's a holiday, except that everything is cancelled (library, classes, etc.) due to the holiday. And "staffing shortages" mean our yard times and recreational activities are cancelled too. 

I know prison isn't supposed to be "fun," but when prisoners have nothing to do, nothing to keep them busy, their energy is spent in other ways. And those ways are not very often productive. 

It's a beautiful day out, though, so I'm going to make the best of it, get some sun, talk with some other prisoners, and keep my attitude positive as I look forward to future Labor Days spent with my family, doing what I want and eating what I want. Those days can't come soon enough!

Wednesday, August 28, 2024

Prison Staffing Shortages Lead to Mental Health Crises

 The Michigan Department of Corrections continues to be plagued by staffing issues, and the shortage has been increasingly affecting how the prisons are operated. 


From time to time, each prison cancels things like weight pit, yard time, gym time, etc. for various reasons. Lately, however, the cancellations have been increasingly regular and almost always due to "staff shortages." When recreational activities and times are cancelled, especially on a regular basis, it increases the anxiety and frustration among prisoners. This, too, has a negative effect on the corrections officers, because they have to deal with the resulting drama in the housing units. 

According to a recent news report, the Department is 36% short on their staffing. At some prisons, the shortages are closer to 50%. Consequently, officers are required to work double shifts on a regular basis, taking them away from their families and lives, and leading to mental health crises among staff. 

Families of corrections officers are so fed up with the unreasonable demands on their loved ones that they, and non-custody staff, have been picketing in recent weeks at several prisons around the state. Corrections officers themselves are not allowed to picket, but that doesn't stop those who care about them from doing so. 

After another recent cancellation, one officer suggested to me that the only way something would change is if the prisoners stood up together and "did something" about it. I was taken aback at his suggestion, which is tantamount to inviting exactly what the prison system does not want. I also thought it was incredibly selfish for him to make this suggestion. 

If prisoners even so much as write a petition together, it could result in the severest class of misconduct tickets, time spent in segregation, transfer to a maximum security level, and even potentially new charges. This officer knows he cannot protest his working conditions without risking losing his job, but he also knows that prisoners risk far more if we protest. 

Yet, this officer suggests we sacrifice ourselves for HIS cause. It's ludicrous! Yes, we are losing important privileges because of staffing shortages, and yes, that results in a serious decline in mental health among prisoners and staff. But it makes no logical sense for prisoners to make the sacrifice for officers to have better working conditions. What's in it for us? 

Michigan's governor has the power to make this crisis better, but so far she has done nothing except spend large amounts of money on ineffective and laughable marketing messages. Who would want to work in such a place where employees are taken advantage of and treated so poorly? I wouldn't wish this job on my worst enemy.

Thursday, August 22, 2024

Traumatic Fall Ought to Break Hearts, Not Just Bones

 This past week, we had another traumatic experience in my housing unit. About a year ago, a distraught prisoner jumped from the second gallery in an attempt to end his life. He did not die, though the severity of his injuries probably made him desperately wish he had. 


This week another prisoner fell from the third gallery, about 25-30 feet down. He did not jump, but he rolled under the railing after falling and trying to get back up. He was apparently high after smoking something he bought in prison. I doubt he intended to fall. 

He, too, lived, though from what I hear his body is also very badly broken. Fortunately for him, a shower partition wall somewhat broke his fall, otherwise I'm sure he'd be dead or even worse off than he is. 

This fall happened around 8:15 at night, and our housing unit was closed for the rest of the night as the administration brought in an ambulance and then investigated what happened. To the administration's credit, they made a concerted effort to track down the sequence of events and hold the appropriate people accountable. 

One major thing differed this time compared to when the prisoner jumped. The next day, during our morning count time, four psychologists came cell to cell asking if we needed to talk or if we were okay. While I did not need to talk, I was extremely grateful for the gesture. Kudos to the administration, again. 

I'm not afraid to praise the Department when they get things right. It happens rarely enough that I think it's only right to highlight it. I would like to see some serious changes to the railing system, however. Our housing unit has five floors, and each floor above the base has four foot high two inch tube railings, but there is no cage or fencing. It's far too easy for a person, or even an object, to fall (or jump) from up to 40 feet in the air and land on someone below. I doubt that will change, unless someone files a lawsuit, but that's unlikely. 

What is also unlikely to change, sadly, is the responses, among both staff and prisoners, to these tragic events. Some have compassion and empathy, but others respond in cold cynicism. Yes, the prisoner was an idiot for smoking something illicit, but that doesn't mean he deserved what happened to him. 

It's easy to criticize staff for their cold cynicism, and frankly they ought to set an example of compassion. But, it's among prisoners that I hear the most disgusting comments. If we can't have compassion among ourselves, and treat each other with the dignity we demand of the system, how can we possibly expect the prison system to offer us compassion? 

I recognize the dynamic of using humor to deal with traumatic experiences. I was an EMT for a short while, and it's a common response in that field. But it's also common for people to treat you like you demand of them. When we, as prisoners, don't treat each other with dignity and respect, we ought to not be surprised when the prison system doesn't either. 

Erecting barriers to prevent falls or jumps is a good start to solve facility issues that contribute to that particular problem, but it's the structural issues among prisoners and between prisoners and staff that are the bigger problem. And that problem is a LOT more complicated to solve because it requires changing hearts and minds.

Sunday, August 18, 2024

Corrections Officer Arrested for Drug Smuggling

A few weeks ago, the prison yard was abuzz with gossip and rumors. This is not an uncommon occurrence in prison, only this time it wasn't gossip about another prisoner or false rumors about the passage of a good time bill or prisoners being released on tether. Still, the gossip had a tantalizing element of truth, embellished by overzealous rumormongers.

A corrections officer at Parnall Correctional Facility had been arrested for attempting to smuggle drugs into the facility. Apparently, it'd been going on for some time and was a rather open secret among prisoners in the section of the prison where he worked. 

Of course, the rumor mill had five different officers arrested and escorted off the premises in handcuffs, but when I saw two of the officers working later the next day, I knew that part of the rumor was untrue. As they say in prison, believe nothing you hear and only half of what you see. I've since seen the story of the officer's arrest on the local news, so I know it's true about at least one officer.

In the days since the officer's arrest, I've continued to hear about other officers being suspended for misconducts. I have not seen these officers working the last couple of weeks, so those rumors may have some teeth to them, but who knows for sure. In prison, you have to treat almost every rumor you hear as fake news, until you can confirm the rumors from a reliable source. 

And officers themselves are not always reliable sources. Two prisoners I know were transported to the hospital in the last few months. According to several officers, the first prisoner had to have several toes amputated because of an infection, The other had died in the hospital. Yet, the man with the "amputated toes" returned back to this prison, with all toes intact. And I confirmed personally that the other prisoner is still in the hospital, alive. 

I have to imagine that just like prisoners sometimes start rumors for the fun of it, officers may do the same. I once started a harmless rumor on April Fools Day, and I was shocked later that day to hear prisoners from the other side of the prison repeating the rumor in the chow hall. California wildfires might spread quickly, but they have the speed of a tortoise compared to rumors in prison. 

In previous posts, I've been highly critical of the Michigan Department of Corrections' response to the drug problem in prison. Excessive mail and visiting restrictions are the typical response, despite the majority of drugs more likely coming through corrections officers. So, I'm pleased that the Department has taken this incident seriously and have pressed charges. There should not be a double standard when it comes to enforcing the law. 

I don't feel smug about this officer's arrest and hopeful prosecution. I think it's tragic any time someone commits a crime and their lives, and the lives of their families, are tragically changed because of their poor choices. I also don't think excessive prison sentences are the answer to crime. But I do believe in fairness and equal justice, so I hope the MDOC continues to hold other officers accountable. 

One of the stated goals of incarceration is deterrence, so I'd like to think this officer's recent arrest will deter other officers from such foolish behavior. Unfortunately, I don't believe incarceration actually serves as a deterrent for more than very brief periods of time. The allure of money will likely entrap other officers to take up the trade. I can only hope the Department will be as vigilant and stringent with their employees as they are with their captive charges. 

Tuesday, August 6, 2024

Missouri Man is Found "Not Guilty" but Still Held in Prison

I saw the tail end of a news story this morning about a man in Missouri, named Christopher Dunn, who spent 34 years in prison for a crime he did not commit. He was convicted of a crime based on faulty eyewitness testimony. Recently his conviction was overturned due to clear and convincing evidence that he was not the man who committed the crime. 

The tragedy of a man spending nearly a lifetime in prison for a crime he did not commit screams of injustice. You would think that the justice system would be lining up to apologize, to make sure he is immediately released, to make sure they make right the tragic wrong done to this man. But no, that's not what has happened. 

Despite the criminal justice system claiming that its aim is to carry out justice, this man remains behind bars, even though his conviction has been overturned, because the prosecuting attorney has appealed the ruling. He has not appealed the ruling because he believes Dunn is guilty. He KNOWS he's innocent. Instead, the prosecuting attorney has appealed this ruling "to preserve" something he doesn't even need. Dunn has been found not guilty by incontrovertible evidence!

Furthermore, because Missouri has no law allowing compensation for wrongfully convicted people, Dunn will leave prison with nothing to his name. He will not be compensated by the state for the 34 years they stole from him. How is that justice? Nothing can make that tragic injustice right, but the state isn't even interested in righting this wrong. They're only interested in keeping him in prison just a little longer. 

Dunn will be released within 30 days because that's when the court ruling becomes final, but he should have been immediately released. If the "justice system" really cared about justice, they'd be falling all over themselves to make this right...immediately! They wouldn't use judicial appeals to keep an innocent man behind bars. 

After more than 15 years in prison, I've come to believe that the "justice system" cares very little about justice. Prosecutors are supposed to seek justice, not convictions at any cost. Prosecutors are supposed to follow the law, not find loopholes to exact revenge, including on innocent people! Our "justice system" is terribly broken. 

I hope that you, my readers, are never falsely accused of a crime. "Innocent until proven guilty" is a fallacy, no longer an American judicial ideal. I also hope you're never faced with a frivolous lawsuit. If injustices like the one Dunn experienced can stand, than there's little hope for justice in civil suits that require even lower standards of proof. 

I even hope you never have to depend on the justice system to give you justice for a wrong done to you. Victim voices are too often silenced. The courts act like the crime was against the state, and victims are too often forgotten. 

Dunn, here, is a victim of injustice, and even a court ruling can't give him the long awaited freedom he deserves. He should have left that courtroom a free man, not held even longer at the whim of an unjust prosecutor. 

I hope the public rallies around Dunn and provides for him the compensation the state should be forced to pay him. He deserves far more than money for the 34 years the state stole from him, but that would be a just start.

As for the prosecutor? That's an elected position, so I hope the people of Missouri are as disgusted at this man's arrogance as I am and fire him on the next election! 

Thursday, July 25, 2024

Is the National Guard a Viable Solution for Michigan's Corrections Officer Shortage?

Last week, just a few days before the attempted assassination of Trump, the Michigan Corrections Officer's union made a remarkable request of Governor Whitmer. They requested that she authorize the National Guard to come into prison to work as corrections officers. 

After several years of crisis level staff shortages, and a terribly ineffective drive to hire more officers, the officer shortage remains the same or worse. This long-term shortage has stretched the staff thin, necessitating ridiculous amounts of mandated overtime. 

I honestly don't know how anyone still works here. They can't possibly have any personal life. Every day, it seems, I see dozens of officers working double shifts, and that's at a prison where the shortage isn't as bad as at other prisons. 

When I heard of the request for National Guard troops, I recognized it as a double bind for the governor, whose name has been near the top of the list for potential Democratic contenders for President (or Vice President) of the United States. If she approved the request, it would confirm that she could not resolve a crisis in her state. If she denied the request, it would look like she doesn't care to resolve the crisis. 

Very shortly after the request, Governor Whitmer denied the request. It's status quo as it has been for the last three plus years. Of course, the officers are angry and frustrated about the shortage. But they are also upset that their pensions were taken several years back. 

If Whitmer had approved the request for National Guard troops, I don't think that would have been a good thing, in the short term, for Michigan prisoners. In the long term, it might have led to tangible reforms, including, perhaps, time cuts or the passage of a good time bill. But in the short term, it would have likely led to increased lock downs and loss of privileges.

Instead, we're likely to experience more of the same, including recreation time cancelations and lock downs. 

It would not surprise me to see a continued exodus of officers from the MDOC. This demand on their time, and the Governor's refusal to make any moves to lesson the strain, cannot be sustained much longer. What is it going to take to see some tangible changes that will lesson the strain on resources? I don't know, but the likely outcomes concern me, and they should concern every Michigan citizen. 

Tuesday, July 16, 2024

Violent Political Rhetoric Exists in Prison, Too

 Wow. What a week. I thought I knew what I'd be writing about this week, but the recent assassination attempt on Trump has overshadowed everything that seemed so important. 


The level of vitriol in our country is disturbing, and it has been for a long time. The political divide, too, has widened to a distance that I haven't seen in my lifetime. It's highly discomforting that so many Americans think of other Americans as the enemy. 

In prison we're forced to live with people who are very different from ourselves, but that doesn't mean we always get along. Most of the time, we manage to live together by avoiding deep conversations about things that divide us. Oh, we have our opinions. I hear them from time to time. But rather than let what we disagree on cause us to hate each other, we more often focus on what we have in common. 

This afternoon, though, I overheard a conversation about yesterday's events. Another prisoner asked me a question, and I responded. I shared my opinion of former President Trump, followed by the statement, "Regardless, though. I don't support using assassinations to resolve political differences." 

I thought my opinion would be pretty widely agreeable, but I was wrong. The two who had been in conversation apparently disagreed. One turned to the other and said, "Well, everyone is entitled to his own opinion." 

I didn't feel threatened by their different opinions. Perhaps a bit disturbed by the implications of their statement, but not threatened. I was outright disturbed by another man who jumped into the conversation, though. He vehemently expressed his wish that the attempt on Trump's life had been successful. 

Although I strongly disagree with this man's value system, politics aside, I don't hate him or even fear him. I certainly have no desire to see him suffer the fate he wished on Trump. Instead, I feel sorry for him. I feel sorry for him and everyone else who lives with such hatred and fear of people he disagrees with. 

I wish I had hope that this fateful and tragic event in American history would lead to real change. I wish I could say I believed people would stop hating each other and try to start understanding each other. I wish I had hope that Americans would start talking through their differences instead of finding echo chambers to support their own beliefs. Sadly, I have no such hopes. 

Yet, rather than succumb to the status quo of hate and fear, I dig deep for patience, try to listen to others with compassion, and use questions to help others challenge their own beliefs. It's unlikely to change the world, but it's better than joining the mass of Americans who seem determined to march their way into another civil war.

Tuesday, July 9, 2024

How to Solve a Prison Crisis -- Make it Someone Else's Problem

Earlier this week, while watching a local news channel, I saw an interesting story. The Michigan Corrections Officer's Union has asked Michigan's Governor Whitmer for 1,700 National Guardsmen to help out as temporary officers in the Michigan Department of Corrections.

The staffing shortage has been an ongoing problem for several years. Despite a large public relations budget spent on television advertisements, the quit rate and retirement rate combined has left the department perpetually nearly 2,000 officers short.

Calling in the National Guard is nothing more than a stopgap measure, meant to relieve the overwhelming pressure of mandated overtime for Michigan's corrections officers. This emergency measure won't solve the staffing shortage at all. It only shines a light on where the buck stops--with Michigan's Governor. 

Despite calling herself a progressive, and demonstrating that title in many other ways, Whitmer has done nothing to resolve the overcrowding and understaffing problem in the prison system. Whitmer used her Lieutenant Governor's prison and criminal justice reform advocacy positions to get elected. And then she has completely ignored those positions during her tenure as governor. 

The Corrections Officer's Union is likely a predominantly conservative organization, so I don't think it's a coincidence at all that they are just now asking for the National Guard. The staffing problem has persisted for the last four years, at least. However, now that Governor Whitmer's name is frequently popping up as a potential replacement for President Biden on the Democratic ticket, it's a good time to put her in a double bind. She's damned if she does, and damned if she doesn't send in the National Guard. 

Whitmer's failure to do anything other than spend money on laughable employment ads has demonstrated a lack of leadership. The National Guard's purpose is not to be prison guards, so if she approves the request, she's showing (still) that she can't solve a crisis. If she refuses the request, she's left with two options: do nothing (which she's been doing), or reduce the prison population to relieve the pressure on the prison guards. 

As a former prosecutor, it's unlikely that Whitmer will reduce the prison population. I wish I had more hope that she would do something, but I don't. So, that leaves her with the option she's chosen all along. Do nothing, and hope the national population doesn't notice. After all, she can claim she's pro-reform since she chose a Lt. Governor who is a prison/criminal justice reform advocate. 

Meanwhile, corrections officers are tired of being forced to work 16 hour shifts and give up any semblance of life. The added stress makes them less effective in their jobs and increases the chances of abuses, leaving the department vulnerable to costly lawsuits. It also increases the risks of unrest in prison as yard times and other important activities are cancelled due to "staffing shortages." 

It'll be interesting to see what the governor chooses to do. I can't say I have much hope that it'll lead to any real reforms. Neither the governor nor the Michigan legislature has shown any real backbone to enact reforms, no matter how logical they are, regardless of the crises their inaction has caused.